How I Feel...

Sitting here my heart is broken.

Not about the electron.

Not about the economy.

Broken from the hardness of loved ones heart.

Irresponsible choices and carelessness.

I have cried enough it seems over this.

I have prayed enough for change.

Hoped for something different,

Endured the throbbing pain.

Disappointment is my friend.

Being forgotten is the norm.

I want to give up.

Forget it.

Leave.

That is how I feel right now.

Is it what I will do?

No.

But it is how I feel.

Left out, left alone, and left to battle this fight on broken legs and a battered heart.

~Jessica